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What You’ll Find Here
This blog is an evolving reflection of a creative life. I write about:
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Art and the creative process — both digital and traditional
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The emotional landscape of change, grief, and healing
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Tips, tutorials, and practical tools for artists and makers
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Reflections on aging, adaptation, and starting again
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The philosophical questions that arise from both making art and simply being human
It’s not always neat, but it’s honest. It's not always planned, but it’s always real.
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Inside the Hospital
After the diagnosis came waiting, testing, and uncertainty. Inside the hospital, I began to understand what had happened—and wondered if I could still draw.
anartistslament
7 days ago3 min read
The Morning Everything Changed
One ordinary morning turned into a medical emergency when I suddenly couldn’t sit up, couldn’t speak, and couldn’t control my right arm. This is the story of the moment everything changed.
anartistslament
Mar 53 min read
Creative Survival Notes — Note #3
You’re not failing when your pace changes — you’re responding to conditions. Creative work runs on living systems, not factory settings.
anartistslament
Feb 262 min read
Creative Survival Notes — Note #2
Cognitive load isn’t a lack of discipline.
It isn’t a motivation problem.
It isn’t a personal shortcoming.
It’s weight, not weakness.
anartistslament
Feb 114 min read
Creative Survival Notes — Note #1
I wasn’t being lazy or naïve looking for an “easy way out.”
I was being tired, human, and honestly pretty smart.
I wasn’t looking for shortcuts. I was scanning for leverage.
anartistslament
Feb 42 min read
What Counted in 2025 (Even When It Didn’t Look Like Much)
This time of year invites lists. Totals. Highlights. Numbers meant to prove whether a year was productive or not.
I’ve never been very good at that kind of accounting.
anartistslament
Jan 214 min read
How to Turn a Hand-Drawn Sketch into a Seamless Pattern in Procreate
Bring your sketchbook art to life! In this tutorial, I’ll show you how to turn a hand-drawn design into a seamless repeating pattern in Procreate — blending traditional creativity with digital precision.
anartistslament
Jan 144 min read
A Simple Technique with a Touch of Nostalgia: Creating Gingham Patterns in Procreate
There’s something timeless about gingham. Follow along as I recreate this nostalgic pattern in Procreate — step by step — and turn a simple design into digital art with heart.
anartistslament
Jan 53 min read
Holiday Echoes: When Tradition Leaves a Trace
Tradition isn’t just what we repeat — it’s what returns. Holiday Echoes is a collection of Christmas tree patterns inspired by rituals that change slightly every year, but never disappear.
anartistslament
Dec 29, 20253 min read
Silent Symphony: Finding Tranquility in Winter’s Embrace
Snow doesn’t just fall — it changes the sound of the world. “Silent Symphony” is a pattern inspired by that hush, the stillness that invites us to breathe and remember.
anartistslament
Dec 22, 20252 min read
Peppermint Joy: Candy Cane Art Inspired by Memory
Candy canes show up once a year, like old friends with striped scarves and peppermint breath. These four holiday designs came from remembering that sweetness — not just the taste, but the feeling of returning to something familiar.
anartistslament
Dec 15, 20253 min read
Gingerbread Memories: Holiday Patterns That Taste Like Home
Gingerbread is more than a cookie — it’s a memory: of waiting by the oven, of flour-dusted fingers, of laughter echoing from another room. These holiday patterns are my way of remembering the sweetness that built me.
anartistslament
Dec 8, 20253 min read
Relearning How to Shine
After years of helping others shine, I realized I’d forgotten how to tend my own light. This is the story of how I rediscovered joy, creativity, and the quiet art of glowing from within.
anartistslament
Dec 1, 20254 min read
What Are You? A Question That Follows Me
“What are you?”
It’s a question I’ve been asked my whole life — one that used to make me shrink, but now makes me smile. Because I finally know the answer.
anartistslament
Nov 24, 20253 min read
Square Peg, Round Hole: On Not Fitting In
I grew up between two worlds — too light for one, too dark for the other. For years I tried to fit, until I learned that belonging isn’t about shape, it’s about truth.
anartistslament
Nov 17, 20254 min read
Tempering My Fire
As a child, I spoke up without fear — until the world taught me that warmth must be rationed. Tempering My Fire is the story of learning when to hold my flame and when to let it burn freely again.
anartistslament
Nov 10, 20254 min read
The Story of a Second-Best Career
When a recruiter asked me, “So… what’s your story?”, I had no idea that question would lead to the next chapter of my life. This is a reflection on motherhood, teaching, loss, and rediscovering purpose — one “second-best” career at a time.
anartistslament
Nov 3, 20254 min read
A Southwest Farewell: Five Paintings for Mom and Dad
Art doesn’t erase grief, but it gives it form. These four canvases — born during my last month with my mom — became vessels of memory, carrying both my parents’ presence forward.
anartistslament
Oct 27, 20255 min read
AI: To Fear or Not To Fear – One Artist’s Perspective
Everywhere I look online, I see artists worried about AI “taking over.” Some are so convinced that it’s the death of creativity that they’ve sworn it off entirely. But my take? I see AI as just another tool—like a paintbrush, palette knife, or sketch pad.
anartistslament
Oct 20, 20253 min read
Seasons of Change: Notes from the Costa del Sol - Part 3 Daily Rhythms, Spanish Style
On the Costa del Sol, daily life is shaped by open windows, late dinners, local groceries, and chats with neighbors in the street. Life here isn’t managed — it’s savored.
anartistslament
Oct 13, 20253 min read
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